Why do i have the feeling you’re lying to me again. I pray your not /: i want to trust you so badly . i want to know your faithful to me. that you love me and i want you to show it every single day. i want the sweet times and the sweetness back 100% i want the trust we used to have . but i need your cooperation, i can’t do this alone. i’m scared and i need your comforting . i miss the asking how im doing , what i’m doing or when you would randomly tell me how much i ment to you,just out of the blue and make my day. i miss the little surprises of sweet text messages. i miss when i didnt have to ask you to text me , you just did . i miss you saying i was beautiful when i looked like complete shit, when you told me i was the only one you ever wanted. i miss it . and i want it back . but for now, the only thing i’m left to do is pray. /:
